Hye. Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha.. I really have nothing to say this time. Im getting bored of my life. Do you ever feel like you do the same thing everyday?? Everyday is the same routine and its a lil depressing. I keep thinking that i should try something new. Something more exciting and outgoing..And so i made up a plan. Do you know what i want to do most right now? i want to contribute to the society. At least, i wanna be somebody new. I want to volunteer at the old folks, nursing home, or the retirement house. And i'll be full of life , and love then.. So, I really need u guys to help me. I don't know where to find and start doing the right things. I wish my life could be more exciting .. Please. Hit me before my holidays end. Thank you.. GTG..

p/s: this post really needs comments ..

haha. it's not the lyric from the superman's song.. but today, i just wanna write about why it's hard to be me. 
why would i say so? because i have my own lost love story. Still remember those days when we're together..Can't forget... It's hard to take her as my friend now. This is just a story of my past. And the new me is walking rite now. Walking slowly, passing the days, and straight to the end of my life which i dun noe when. But i'll just walk from one stop to another. I used to cut my self with my own cruelty and guilt. So, i ain't livin in the dark side and let the haters destroy everythings that i have.. Even without her, i'll go on as the new me was born.STFU, straight to the point. Why it's hard to be me?

1. I'm d only prson who'll be happy when my ex met someone in her life..
2. I'm d only prson who suffers doing all this..
3. I can't forget her even it has been years.
4. Oh, im doing all my best only to see she's smiling again .. even when i noe im not..
5. will update later.... need to help my mom in the kitchen.. see ya..
updated:
6. sometimes, i dun even noe myself. what i'm doing. and suddenly, by the time comes, i'll regret.
   
7. always haunted by the past.
   
8. it's hard to leave, but harder to forget her..
   
9. everyday i wake up to be someone else.
   
10. and the last but not least, it's hard to be me because im different.....

p/s:currently listening to five for fighting - it's not easy (SUPERMAN)
DOWNLOAD THE SONG HERE

Yeah,, it could never been worse.
My laptop has been down for 17 hours.
And that's a really long time.
I had to reformat my laptop like 8 times before i can install YM 10 succesfully.
Then, my wireless device went wrong , and it was not detectable. WTF!!! I had to reinstall the wireless driver, and luckily it worked. But..
as i said, it could never been worse. Guess what?
I can't turn on my webcam now. i tried to calm down. Maybe i need the latest driver.So, I downloaded Acer Crystal Eye webcam driver.
I waited bout half an hour. I installed it, and it still didnt work. So, im still working on it right now. Desperately, seeking for some answers through google. But nothing helps so much.
Im upgrading my XP SP2 to SP3. Hope this will work because everythings went so fine before i downgrade to SP2.

Love does not seek its own because love is in motion.. The nature of love is to give, not to take. Love look outward towards other, not satisfying itself. The point here is, even if they're not with you, you can still love them. You'll be happy when they're happy.. You'll comfort them, if they sad. And  you'll always be just there for them. Basically, it's hard to love someone this way, but u can practically do it just like i did. Yeah, im god damn happy right now...

p/s: Cinta tak bererti memiliki...

I was so gay. In the evening, I played the Zee Avi's song for the chatroom, and they like it. I ended my session with a song from Budak KMPH titled Bulan 8 di Kuantan. And one of the chatters pm me for the song. I tried to send her the file but the messenger had some technical problems in sending files. So, i took the chance to write about the song for my blog today. Actually, this song was originally sung by Gerodok where its title is Bulan 8 di Sandakan. But a few years ago, these boys from Pahang Matriculation College sang this song and i don't really know why this song became so famous after all.

DOWNLOAD HERE
(You'll have to click "SKIP ADS" to download)  

i was wondering, if someone could tell me what is goin to happen to the ex-drug addicts..?? I have drugs issues like 4 or 5 years ago. And that was one of my biggest mistake. But now, i've changed. Seriously, i don't have the addiction issues anymore. Recently, theres a chatter from my YM keeps calling me "DADAH". Owh.  She was annoying. It's not like i want to hate her. But, just think. If every single one of us don't give a fuckin chance to the addicts, they wouldn't have a reason to start a new life. And they'll fail to be better, n fall into the addiction. So, let us do the world a favor. Stop cussing them. Stop being a Cussing Foo's. Just give them the chance and the reason to be better.. I write this because i used to be one of them. I was lucky because i got the chance to change. My friend XXX had been so successfull in making a fresh start. He was even being considered for a role as a steward for the kitchen where he was being treated. Unfortunately, he has no family. And there's no one to support him, and the public keeps pushing him, and at last, he ended up in jail. He was back to the drugs fellas.. Can you get to that? Nemind... zzzzzzzzzz..

p/s: i was pissed off.. i happen to mean you suliana. U r so sick and disgusting.