haha. it's not the lyric from the superman's song.. but today, i just wanna write about why it's hard to be me. 
why would i say so? because i have my own lost love story. Still remember those days when we're together..Can't forget... It's hard to take her as my friend now. This is just a story of my past. And the new me is walking rite now. Walking slowly, passing the days, and straight to the end of my life which i dun noe when. But i'll just walk from one stop to another. I used to cut my self with my own cruelty and guilt. So, i ain't livin in the dark side and let the haters destroy everythings that i have.. Even without her, i'll go on as the new me was born.STFU, straight to the point. Why it's hard to be me?

1. I'm d only prson who'll be happy when my ex met someone in her life..
2. I'm d only prson who suffers doing all this..
3. I can't forget her even it has been years.
4. Oh, im doing all my best only to see she's smiling again .. even when i noe im not..
5. will update later.... need to help my mom in the kitchen.. see ya..
updated:
6. sometimes, i dun even noe myself. what i'm doing. and suddenly, by the time comes, i'll regret.
   
7. always haunted by the past.
   
8. it's hard to leave, but harder to forget her..
   
9. everyday i wake up to be someone else.
   
10. and the last but not least, it's hard to be me because im different.....

p/s:currently listening to five for fighting - it's not easy (SUPERMAN)
DOWNLOAD THE SONG HERE

Love does not seek its own because love is in motion.. The nature of love is to give, not to take. Love look outward towards other, not satisfying itself. The point here is, even if they're not with you, you can still love them. You'll be happy when they're happy.. You'll comfort them, if they sad. And  you'll always be just there for them. Basically, it's hard to love someone this way, but u can practically do it just like i did. Yeah, im god damn happy right now...

p/s: Cinta tak bererti memiliki...